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I am in a shitty mood. Everything is kinda falling apart. Guess it's just one of those days when everything goes wrong, and the good things just piss you off 'cos they're too forced. If that makes any sense.

I'm so angry! I could just.. sit down and cry, because I don't know what else to do right now. I know I have to pick up my grades if I want to do any good in my life, but I don't care anymore! I couldn't care less if I ended up as some bum on the streets, because right now it's sounding highly appealing. Better than this hell.

I need Kath to come over.. that's what I need. A good fix of that Brazenor insanity'll get me rolling again.

Don't think someone will be bothering me for a while. It's time I put him in his place. I have enough hassles without him pissing me off with his insincerity and creepy, stalkerish habits. As I said to Diana on the matter of ghosts and the supernatural: "I have too many issues with material bothers to worry about ones I can't see." And that's my lil' pearl of wisdom for today.

I have a splitting headache.. just shoot me now, let the blood spill forth upon the earth in swirls of mahoghany beauty, seep into the cracks and furrows and be lost forever, only to be a whisper in the wind or a song, caught on the edge of a memory. <--- Harper's Tale-ish me.

Yes.. I like this song. "Shoulda Been A Cowboy" by Toby Keith. Can't seem to find the lyrics.. ugh. I know them, but I'm too lazy to type 'em all out.

And I also like the new Trane song, "Drops Of Jupiter":

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Just.. pretty. Mysterious. Mum promised to buy me a dress even though I have no dances to go to. Good. All I want is the dress.


'Cos baby, the way you burned me, I should be ashes by now.. D'you hear me?! You're an egotistical asshole and I have armies on my size, and I hateyouhateyouhateyouhateyou! I will destroy you, if you don't do the job yourself. Ahem. That was my bit of angst for today. Don't y' just hate the bastards?

Ahh, I'm looking forward to going up north. I'll be working out from not till 4th July, so hopefully I'll look good in my new swimsuit.. :P Mwahaha. I hope Barb brings up her friends, otherwise I'll have nobody to impress. Damn.

Eh, I'm leavin'. Hopefully Di'll sleep here tonight and save me from the depths of despair. Fun!

Cya 'round.. some rounder than others... Snicker.

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